Prolly watching The Hills made emo nemo come and stay for a while. Too much drama in the show, too much drama in real life. Like finally, for once, you just wish that you're all grown up. It's like, doing things that is right and not disappointing anyone. And 15+ years of my life, nothing I ever did was right.

It's hard to avoid nasty people b'cos, they're just suckers that'll stick w you forever. Like, why is it that I have to avoid you and not you avoiding me? Just reading my blog, you hate me. I don't know how to sound nice in my blog and I will never be nice. You guys ain't nice so kiss my ass.

I have homework to do, revision and now, bro wants me to work. But no never I will never earn my own cash b'cos it's just not right at all. Plus I can't even catch up in school.

Physics is just some random sucky subject that we have to learn and damn that subject sucks so much. Who gets wave and sound and some electrical shit?

I need so much learning to do but I'm just not awake yet. And I'm not thinking, my mind's a blank, I'm effing lost. And oh how much I hate my body, now I'll just stop eating rice and everything. I hate to be effing 39kg cos it's effing fat, what the hell I need to lose at least 5kg of fats.