I'm so happy (NOT!)

Even though it's not really my problem
I'm so worried............. ):
Because you're someone close
Someone whose always there for me
Fight for me when we were lil kids
I really care.

I should've spend time with you when I can.
But I chose not to go visit you guys.

Choices have consequences
We both made the wrong choices.
I'm really sorry.
There's nothing I can do, nothing.

Now I feel so useless I feel like crying.
Zomg..............